am I moving forward or am I just running in place?
maybe im going in circles, maybe im not in the race
the last few years I've given up more than I could take
with nothing to show for, just stories to my grave
I once thought I had potential, it turned out I was wrong.
im just another lost soul that lost himself in song.
im not a wonderkid, im just a could-have-been.
maybe I should have disappeared before I could be seen.
there are no expectations from anyone but me.
I don't want to disappoint but I want to be set free.
it took me long enough to know im just not that good
at keeping up with everything, I should have understood.
I still hope that one day I will be important
that I will get to sleep with loads of beautiful women
and have loads of money, buy my folks a new home.
maybe if I find success, I wont be so alone.
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